Saturday, January 9, 2010

Fat Diva and The Closet of Shoes


My name is Fat Diva and I am a Food Addict. An addict is defined as an act of being enslaved to a habit or practice. Some people deal with their problems, stress, or life in general by drinking or doing drugs. Food is my drug of choice. I get excited when I going to get something good to eat. This would not be an issue if the abuse of food didn't have a negative effect on my body.

Although I am a Fat DIVA I have the wonderful gift of being active. Yes I can dance and keep up with those Skinny Divas anyday and anytime. I am blessed with a job that keeps my heart rate going. Running around with little kids all day keeps me from developing most of the health issues other FatDivas are dealing with right now.

But as I get older this weight is not healthy for me or my skinny chicken legs. If you have ever seen them you would know they are a size 2 while my thighs on up to my head are a size 22 on a good day. The older and fatter I get the less I can wear my cute high heel shoes and I refuse to let my skinny Diva sister (she aint that skinny no more maybe average size) have them. That would kill me.

So if not for my health then for my fashion, I must lose weight. I need to lose at least 100lbs in order to be here for my hubby, family, friends, music students, and future children. If I don't do it now I probably won't do it at all. I have been on every diet known to man over the last twenty years. Only once did I lose a large amount of weight. I was focused and had lots of support. The more support the better I did on my eating habits. Writing and recording my thoughts has been a great way to deal with the issues of life.

So here I go! I will try and record a diary at least everyday and post at least once a week. So help me help myself! Check me out on Facebook and become a fan on my page Memoirs of a Fat Diva. I will be posting videos on Facebook because it is easier! I have three post already! Gooooo!! Enjoy the Journey

Fat Diva Rule #9: If you don't lose the weight for your health, at least do it for the closet full of cute shoes!

Lesson Learned: No matter how fat I am, I must always be a DIVA!!!